It
was a night full of shocks and horrors.
Fear
gripped little Hari’s heart as he saw his mother fretfully pounding her fists
on the door of their house. Darkness swallowed everything in their small courtyard
and the cold wind began to tickle his skin. But in the pale light of the
hanging lantern, Hari could make out glistening tears rolling over his mother’s
cheeks.
“Hari ke Bapu! Open the door! For God’s
sake, please open the door!”
It’s been
an hour they had been standing outside, and his mother kept on pleading. But
there was no response from inside. Scared and worried, Hari inched near his
mother. “Maa, why Bapu is not opening the door?”
His mother
looked dejectedly at him. He could swore, in his life of ten years he had never
seen his Maa so miserable, so frightened. Something terrible was at work.
Suhani
pulled her son near, trying hard to subdue her horror. “Listen,” she muttered
through her sobs, “Go to the village and fetch some people. Tell them, your
father has locked himself and…” Her lips quivered ceasing her saying further.
“But Maa,
Bapu told me never to go into the village. He don’t like it,” said innocent Hari.
“He says the village is not meant for us.”
“Just go!”
Suhani yelled. Her voice carried such command and sternness that Hari had to
follow her order. Bare footed, attired in a few buttoned shirt and a khaki
short, the boy raced toward the village, Sorangpur.
Guided by
the sheer moonlight, Hari crossed the fields, running like a terrified gazelle.
Stones and thrones prickled his feet, but he continued to dash. He knew there
was no time to see those wounds. Pain had to wait or else…he shook off that grim
thought. Weariness almost shook his hope when he reached the bridge. Across the
bridge, under which Neytri flowed swiftly, he could see the flickering lights from
the windows of the houses. For him, they looked like a cluster of immobile
fireflies.
With few
moments of respite and after gathering some energy, Hari entered the village
with no clue whom to approach. Continuing the stone-paved path, he found
himself in the open area amidst the village. Fortunately, few men crowded
around a bonfire under the canopy of a wide banyan tree.
“Help!
Someone help!” Hari cried, his voice loud enough to draw everyone’s attention.
“What’s the
matter, boy?” asked one of the man anxiously.
“My Bapu,
he has locked himself in the home. He is not opening and not even responding.
Please help!”
Murmurs
spread across the crowd as if they were discussing something serious. Hari risked
to step ahead to catch their words.
“We must
hurry, Sarpanchji,” urged someone. From
the voice Hari could say that the man did not belong to Sorangpur. While most
of the villagers had hoarse and loutish speech, this man sounded polite and
helpful.
“Masterji, you are new to the town. Let the
folks of this village handle this matter.” The curled-moustached Sarpanch then
spun toward Hari. “Lead us to your home, boy.”
Nodding,
Hari started hastening back to his house, followed by the group of dozen men.
He was at the mid of the bridge when he realised he was not being trailed
anymore. Turning back, he saw the group huddled at the end of the bridge,
flames of their torches burning the cold mist.
“We are
almost there,” he said. “My home, just across the few farms. Let’s go.”
“Who is
your father, boy?” grumbled Sarpanch. There was a hint of scepticism in his
voice, though his face was impassive.
“My
father’s name is Gopal,” answered Hari. “Now can we move?”
“Gopal? Is
he not the one who toils your field, Sarpanchji?” asked someone from the crowd.
Hari understood the question was indirectly targeted towards him. He nodded.
A troubling
silence stretched for moments save for the bustling sound of the Neytri.
“How dare
you to enter our village!” Sarpanchji thundered. “You scum! You have spoiled
the sanctity of our place. Now run back to your home and don’t ever show your disgusting
face.”
Aghast and
abashed by the sudden hatred of Sarpanch, Hari could not comprehend the reason
behind it. “But, my Bapu…” was all he could manage to speak.
“We cannot
go to our home now like this,” said man with distaste. “His presence had
tainted our purity. Damn! Now we need to bathe in the cold currents to cleanse
ourselves.”
The group
started descending the slope for the river bank when Hari asked, “What’s the
matter? Why are you all not helping me?”
“You are the
reason. Your father is the reason. Your whole bloody caste is the reason, you
low-lives,” loathed Sarpanch. “I don’t know why I am talking to you? Come on
everyone, let’s cleanse ourselves.” He
spat in detestation.
Frozen with
fear, Hari watched his hope of help moving towards the river. Tears started
welling his eyes. The reason behind such hatred was still a mystery to him. Low-lives? What does that even mean? He
mused.
“Hey, kid!”
A shadowy man emerged from the darkness. Masterji. “We cannot risk to waste
more time. Every second counts now. Come on.”
When they
arrived at their destination, Hari found his mother hunched near the door. But
she rose on her feet at the instance she noticed his son with the stranger.
“Please, help us.”
The young
Masterji plunged himself on the door, but no avail. He again tried and this
time the sturdy hinges gave away. He tumbled inside as the door burst opened.
Suhani,
with a lantern in her hand, feverously inspected her one roomed home. “He is
not here,” she revealed. “Where did he go?”
“The window
is open,” pointed Masterji. “And I don’t deem it as wise to go in search for
him at this time.”
“But…”
“I admit, I
can’t empathize how you are feeling right now,” consoled Masterji, “We need to
wait for the dawn.”
Suhani
nodded, though her decision was against her will. She desperately wanted to be
with her husband. “Hari, come here, son.”
There was
no response from Hari.
“Son, what
happened?”
Still there
came no reply.
Fearing the
worst, Suhani stormed out from her house, shoving aside Masterji who followed
her out. Her body turned solid as she
noticed a small shadowy figure rapidly dashing towards the jungle. “Hari!” she
cried. But her son was too far to hear. “What is he doing?”
“A
desperate son is in search of his lost father,” said Masterji. “We must hurry or
else…” His incomplete phrase completely shook Suhani from inside. She knew the
rapacious wolves lurks under those woods.
*******
“Bapu!”
Hari shouted as he reached near the forest. The air was heavy with mist and
coldness. “Bapu!”
Suddenly, a
horrible thought settled in his mind as his gaze fell on the ruined well. He
peeked inside. Darkness, grim and foreboding, obscured its true depth. At
distant somewhere deep within the woods, a wolf howled. With terrified feet, he
was about to retreat to his home when a sight caught his attention. A sight so
terrible that it instantly etched deeply in his mind. A sight that would haunt
him forever in his nightmare. A sight of his father numbly hanging by the neck
to the branch of a banyan tree.
A plethora
of emotions exploded inside him and he burst into tears. “Bapu!” His grief had
numbed his senses for he could not hear the approaching feet of his mother and
Masterji.
*******
“Impossible!”
grunted Sarpanch. He leaned to one side and spat, then brought a cotton cloth to
his wrinkled lips. Stroking his white thick moustache which almost hid his
upper lip, he said, “Do you realise the reaction of people if I permit it? They’ll
be outraged. No, I cannot allow this.”
“But it’s
their right. The body of Gopal needs to be cremated. It’s our tradition! I
still don’t understand why you are denying this?” asked Masterji.
“Listen,”
said Sarpanch, pointing a finger. “Tradition? Ah, I am submissively following my
tradition. Allowing them to the cremated area of Sorangpur, well, that’s
against the tradition. And what on earth were you doing with those low-lives, Vimal?”
Vimal looked
abashed. Very few folks of Sorangpur knew his real name and Sarpanch was
definitely not on that list. He was used to being called Masterji, not with his
first name. “You are a Sarpanch! And that’s your duty to see that everyone in
your village should get their right.”
“Do not
teach me what I can and what I cannot do, Vimal. I am well aware about my
duties,” Sarpanch grumbled. “Enough! I am done with this. My decision is final.
That filthy body will not desecrate our sacred cremated area.”
“But they
follow the same religion!”
“Agreed.
Our gods are same, but our caste are not. And, that makes a difference.”
“But…”
“I hope I
have made my point clear. Namaste Masterji.
Hope your day goes well.”
*******
A month had
passed, but still time had not healed the scars of grief. For Suhani, with
every passing moments her longings for her husband grew deeper. The sun had
barely touched the horizon, leaving orange smear over the trees when she
noticed a man in her courtyard.
“Masterji,”
she said, “You should not to here. What if someone had noticed you?”
“You know
the reason why I am here,” snapped Vimal, “and I am not going to leave this
place till I get my answers.”
Suhani
pursed her lips. No matter whatever excuse she would formulate she knew it would
not be going to work, but she tried. “Leave us with our miseries. No one is
concerned about us whether we live or die. Why bother yourself, Masterji?”
“That’s not
the answer of my question.”
A silence lingered
between them save for the chirpings of birds that were returning back to their
nests.
“You don’t
understand,” soothed Vimal, “Your husband was a farmer. He used to toil a land.
Across our nation, farmers are killing themselves. Either because of drought or
debt or poor agricultural income. I want to know his reason. What compelled him
to end his life?”
Suhani
didn’t respond. Why should she say? What good this man would do if she reveal
the reason? “It’s good to know that there are people in Sorangpur who believes
us as human not some filthy creatures. But there are reasons better remain
inside a family.” With these words she turned towards her home.
Vimal got
agitated with her reply. “A suicide is an act of cowardice!” Barely the phrase
had come out from his mouth, he cursed himself for saying this. It was indecent
to speak such things, especially to a widow about his late husband.
Suhani
stopped and turned, her eyes flared with anger and tears. “What do you know
about us?” she defended. “My husband was not a coward!”
“I…”
“He once
owned a patch of land here. Small but it was enough to feed ourselves. We were
happy until...” She sniffed to control the flood of tears that was welling in
her eyes.
“Until
what?” Vimal urged calmly.
“Until my
daughter got married. And her husband’s family started demanding things. Just
to see her happy, my Gopal sold our ornaments, our land and everything that
suffices their demands. The one who used to plough his own land became the
labour in someone’s farm,” she ejaculated.
Vimal stood
astounded to see tears over crest-fallen Suhani’s face. “Then what happened?”
“Greed,
Masterji, only intensifies with time,” she said, her voice growing grave. “We
were hapless when they demanded more. My husband asked Sarpanch for some money.
He refused cursing us, saying us low-lives. My husband could not bear this. He
could not see her daughter suffer. And so he ended his life. If you think,
Masterji, a hapless father killed himself all because he could not see his own
blood in distress, then I don’t think you have good judgement ability. What would
you do if you were in place of my husband?”
The
question stunned Vimal. He opened his mouth but no words came out. What could
he possibly say? Instead of answering, he asked, “How old is your daughter?”
“Sixteen.”
Vimal
blinked in surprise. “Sixteen? But that’s against law! You cannot make her
marry!”
“Laws,”
Suhani gave a momentarily smile as if he had cracked a silly joke. “Laws tells
us that all should be equally treated. Is it being followed?”
Again, Vimal
found himself speechless.
“Believe
me, Masterji, even I didn’t want to part away from my daughter. But in our
caste, if a girl don’t get marry at early age, people spreads ill rumours about
her. And, I don’t want any mouths saying foul thing about my dear daughter,”
she replied. “Laws don’t stop these rumours.”
Vimal
nodded, comprehending Suhani’s situation. For them, the society was no more
like a hell, but still they fight, still they survive. Somehow they found a
little heaven in midst of hell. A new profound respect grew in his heart for
Gopal’s family. “How is Hari? He was devastated when we found him in the
forest.”
“His
father’s death had almost numbed him. I was scared for few days. He just sat in
a corner whole day without speaking any word. And whenever I tried to interact
with him, he just replied in nods,” she said. “By God’s grace, now, he had
surfaced the grief. I am happy to see him talking to me, but his eyes had lost
the sparkle of mischievousness. After that night, he became more matured and
voluntarily took his father’s place in the farm. Ah, he must be returning by
this time from the field.”
“An obedient
son,” remarked Vimal.
“Yes, he
is. I am worried about him. My husband never wanted Hari to live the same life
he suffered.” Suhani wiped away the tears with the edge of her saree. “Instead
he wanted him to get education.”
Vimal
didn’t ask for reasons. It was obvious Gopal’s family’s financial condition was
weak and folks of Sorangpur would not allow Hari to enter the school. Something
clicked in his mind. “Can I teach him?”
“What?”
“If you
allow me to teach Hari, I’ll consider it as your forgiveness,” requested Vimal.
“I should not have use those harsh words for your husband.”
“Is that
possible?” asked hopeful Suhani.
“Yes. Tell
Hari to meet me near the bank of Neytri.” Suddenly something made him worried.
“Will he able to come little early before sun set?”
“Don’t worry about that, Masterji,” smiled
Suhani. “I’ll work harder in the field so that my son can be free early.”
With that
noble intention, Vimal took permission to depart. All the way, he started
planning for the next day, smiling excitedly. A teacher had just got a new
pupil.
*******
“It doesn’t
make sense,” said Hari.
Three weeks
had passed and Hari had shown remarkable progress. Vimal had to admit, the boy was
blessed with a brilliant brain. In this span of time, Hari had learnt to
recognize the alphabets and even by-hearted few poems Radhik had taught. That
day, he was scribbling the last alphabet on the slate – a big Z.
“What?”
asked Radhik, anxious to know the curious query of his new student.
“You told
that sun rises in west and sets in east.”
“No, Hari.
Sun rises in east and sets in west,” corrected Vimal. “You should remember
that. Was that
your doubt?”
“No,
Masterji. I want to know why west is called west and east is called east?”
“They are
just names. Everything needs a name to identify. That’s why west is called west
and…” He raised his brow towards Hari.
“East is
called is east,” completed Hari. “Masterji, it’s still not clear. I mean, who
decided which way is east and which is west?”
Vimal took
few moments to think. He stared blankly at the gurgling water of Neytri. He
could not just ignore the question. He was a teacher and his students expect genuine
answers from him. But some questions put him in conundrum, and this was one of
that.
“Masterji?”
“Yes. Your
question, I mean, your answer is our ancestors. They decided these basic
knowledge which we still learn,” replied Vimal. He whistled lightly. That was a
narrow escape, he thought.
“You mean,
they decided everything, right?”
“Yes,
mostly.”
“So they
are the one who decided others are normal and we are low-lives,” said Hari.
“Yes, Masterji, you are correct. Everything needs name to identity,”
Vimal
wanted to interrupt but restrained from doing so. He knew Hari had not shared
his grief, his hatred, his views to anyone. Not to even his mother. And now he
was bursting out everything. Atleast, Vimal thought, it would lessen the weight
Hari was carrying in his heart. That’s what sharing always do. It amplifies
happiness while abate sadness.
“That night, they were ready to help until
they knew my father’s name. His identity. Low-lives he called us. Unworthy as
if we are like worms to them. Is name and caste so important? Important than a
life?” Hari asked, his eyes solemn, yearning for answers.
Vimal kept
his hand on Hari shoulder. With a weak smile and calm voice, he asked, “What do
you think about it?”
Hari shook
his head. “I don’t think so. I believe, a man’s fate do not depend on his birth
or where he belongs. It depends on his outlook to the world.”
Vimal was flabbergasted
at the words of wisdom. He remembered what worried Suhani had told about his
son. After that night, he became more
matured… Not only matured, he thought, but wise also. “So don’t you feel
vengeance towards them?” He asked, pointing towards Sorangur across the river.
Hari looked
at the nestled houses. “Bapu used to say, the feeling of revenge clouds one’s
reasoning, destroys one’s goodness.” He then smiled. “At that time I didn’t
understand what it meant. But now, I realise how true he was. I hope, I could
end this all so no more like me suffers more. I wish, I could bring harmony in
the village. When I’ll be a man, Masterji, I’ll bring a change.”
“Why to
wait when you can bring a change right now? Are you ready to take this risk?”
“Apologies,
Masterji, but I didn’t understand.”
Vimal gave
him an assuring smile. “Navratri is approaching, and so is Dashera. It’s time
to eradicate the evil from our village. Come near, I’ll tell you what my plan
is.” He whispered his idea in his pupil’s ears.
A grin
crossed Hari’s face, his eyes sparkled with hope. “Let’s do this!”
*******
Dashera had
arrived. Whole Sorangpur was excitedly waiting for the dusk to fall. In gathering
gloom of the evening, villagers including men, women and children assembled at
the bank of Neytri near Shiva Temple. A twelve-foot giant, stuffed with hays
and fireworks, wrapped in a vibrant cloth, was rose. Ravana, the demon king
with his ten heads, stood in his full glory.
“Make way,”
someone said in the crowd, “Lord Ram along with his wife Sita and obedient
brother Lakshman are approaching!”
People
parted away, leaving the space for three little children who costumed as three
deities. The one as Lord Ram was completely dyed in blue. Their faces were
heavily painted with powder and colour and their dresses glittered in the
dancing flames of the torches.
Pujariji,
along with a puja-thali approached
the godly kids and performed the rituals. Soon the air vibrated with Jai Shri Ram! slogans. Firstly, Sarpanch
and his wife came and prostrated, touching kid’s feet and yearned blessings.
Then after, everyone neared the little divine trios to seek their blessings.
Amidst this
spiritual merriment, Sarpanch’s gaze fell on Vimal who was standing away from
the crowd. He noticed a bowl of water in the teacher’s hands. “Namaste Masterji,
you need to bring a puja-thali, not a
bowl filled with water. I thought you knew more about our traditions.”
“Times are
changing, Sarpanchji,” Vimal replied evenly. “And with that, traditions too are
changing. You’ll soon know this new change. Have patience.”
Sarpanch
wanted to urge more but Pujariji’s voice stopped him. “Everyone, listen! The
pious moment has arrived. The moment when good will again vanquish the evil!”
Cheers
boomed across the crowd. Jai Shri Ram!
Jai Shri Ram! Women began to sing the folk songs depicting the victory of
the king of Ayodhya. With all respect, three little deities were brought near
the giant Ravan.
Pujariji
brought an arrow, its tip blazed with fire. He offered it to Sarpanch. “Please
do the honour. Offer it to Lord Ram so that he can once again establish
righteousness.”
Considering
himself blessed and fortunate, Sarpanch accepted the burning arrow.
“Well,
there’s one more ritual left to do,” interrupted Vimal, shoving his way through
the throng.
Sarpanch’s
eyes narrowed, but he didn’t speak. He wanted to know what Masterji was up to.
“Can I
proceed with this ritual, Sarpanchji?”
“Go on.”
Vimal
offered the bowl to little Lord Ram. The kid cupped water with his hand and
splashed on his blue face. Water did its trick. The blue colour drained out and
the whole village gasped in shock as Hari’s face revealed.
“What’s the
meaning of all this?” thundered the furious Sarpanch. He grabbed Vimal by his
collar. “What have you done?”
“I did what
I felt right,” yelled Vimal, jerking off the grip of Sarpanch from his collar.
Everyone watched them silently. They had not witnessed someone raising voice
against their Sarpanch. Even Hari was dumbfounded too see his teacher so
furious.
Vimal
continued. “What happened, Sarpanchji? Why you look so worried? Moments before,
you were touching his feet, yes, feet of the one who you people consider as
low-lives. Just because his identity was changed, your views also changed. For
you, this kid was a like a god and now you sneer as if he is a filth! Why? I
demand answer, Sarpanchji. The boy who had lost his father demands answer.
Speak Sarpanchji!”
Eyes
widened, Sarpanchji opened his mouth and closed again.
“No answer
Sarapanchji?” Vimal grumbled. He then faced the villagers, his hands stretched.
“Anyone of you?”
The folks
of Sorangur remained stunned with silence. None even attempted to move.
“Worshipping
a god or performing rituals won’t make you pious. Your behaviour reflects your
thoughts. Before becoming a theist, atleast become a human being! This boy’s
father did not kill himself. He was compelled by the circumstances created by
people like you! You call them low-lives, but the truth is, you people are
sick-minded!”
“Masterji,”urged
scared Hari.
Vimal’s
face softened. “I am sorry to drag you into this mess, Hari. Let’s go, it’s
meaningless to shout here.”
“No one is
going anywhere until I permit,” said Sarpanch, his hand still holding the
flaming arrow. He moved towards Vimal while Hari hid behind his teacher,
scared.
“Never
thought I will say this, but I am your culprit, Hari. If possible, forgive me.”
Sarpanch apologized, his head slumped in shame.
Vimal could
not believe his ears. He stared at Sarpanch. The arrogant look was now replaced
with guilt. He had no idea when did Hari move ahead of him.
“Bapu used
to say, elders never apologise to young ones,” Hari told him. “I have no right
to judge you, Sarpanchji.”
That
uplifted the spirits of mortified Sarpanch. With his one hand, he cuddled the little
Lord Ram and proclaimed, “I, Sarpanch of Sorangpur, declare that everyone who
lives in the farms will reside in the village. No child will toil the land. And
everyone will get the education at the school.”
For few
moments, the silence prevailed in the crowd, and then cheers and claps burst
out.
“We still
have a Ravan to burn,” suggested Pujariji.
Hari nocked
the flaming arrow in his bow. It whistled through the air and set Ravan ablaze.
That Dashera, indeed, goodness became victorious.
THE END
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